waiting for approval!!

im nervous i weigh 400+ im ready i want to jump in a get it over with
then sometimes im scared but ive never been thin before i want to
taste the freedom of it i want to be free from obesity pray for me i
love you guyz already big people have big loving hearts i know i have
one and i pray i stay (nice) and not turn mean because im thinner,
prettier or anything you know what i mean those revenge thoughts you
go thru when I get thin this and that will be different tell me all
about the transitions every thing im eager to learn what my renewed
life will look like will i miss eating large amounts whats this
mourning ive heard about? write me ok? thanks big hugs from biggmomz